Wednesday, February 19, 2014

#7 They Don't Really Care About Us

Hello.

Yesterday was kinda angst day and I expressed it via Facebook by updating lyrics from Christina Perri's Human. Some people liked it of course because they related to it - maybe even too well, but no one asked me if anything is ok. I don't usually angst about anything but sometimes I do and when I do, no one cares.

No one even noticed me in the chat when I suggested that we should try this website together and they just started to talk about something else like fucking bitches you only care about yourself's. Now a days they only talk about shitty subjects or them self's and I'm tired of that shit.

I shall try that I don't speak anything in that chat until someone will notice me. I am not negative person seriously. But this is the only place where I can shed all my worries. I hope I get to write something happier here as soon as possible. Why can't I have any good friends? Boyfriend would totally be needed but nope, not a chance.

From Tumblr

And I can't even talk to my brother about things - I tried to talk with him that how it pisses me off when my school friends act like stupid bitches and he didn't even say anything. Nice brother I have there.
I feel like I was supposed to say something else but I can't remember what, oh well.
But now I get to write something more nice. I was watching The Simpsons today and in that episode they went to Miami and there where all these cute scenes where Marge and Homer were having good time with each other without the kids. And I decided that I would want to go to Miami with my boyfriend and sit in a Ferris wheel and kiss and hug him behind back in a transparent elevator.

And I would also like to go somewhere cute dancing place where is nice lightning and you can wish for a song and then they play it - I would wish The Way I Are by Timbaland.


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