#9 Enough Of This Shit

Hello.

So, first of all about those "lover boys" I wrote about earlier - they are freaking idiots. My mind changed and I decided to not to meet Lukas or John. I wanted to get to know more with Lukas and that meant that I couldn't meet him. And he wasn't interested to get to know me over internet and if he would have been back we could have meet but no. And John is just a hard person - he doesn't use anything where we could chat and just argh. Why are people so hard, I'm getting frustrated since everyone are just asses.

I also met this guy from Finland and he only wanted to meet in person and I don't have time or money for that and he also didn't like to chat on internet and he didn't want to send me a picture of himself. Just what the actual fuck? He already seemed like a hard person and then he won't even send me a pic? And said that its reality. It doesn't work that way, you seem like an ass and you won't sen me a picture. I had enough and I deleted him from Skype where we chatted a little bit. Now hes probably talking shit about me.

Why can't I find someone closer to my age who is really interested in me and who isn't a hard person? Maybe because people my age are also asses. Everyone who are interested in me are either old or too ugly, thought the older ones know how to respect me but as I said - they're old.

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And now something else. I was at this party in the capital where I met up many of my friends which I haven't seen in a long time. The party itself was pretty lame compared to other party's where I have been but the company was totally worth it. I even got free manga and my friend offered me a drink, so sweet people. I already miss them all.

Night before of the party I wanked myself as usual but this time I lowered my boxers and right before I got orgasm I turned on my back and the sperm flew across my torso. Little bit flew over my cover and the rest on torso, smoking hot. The sperm didn't taste good or bad, it was just meh.

Now I hope I meet someone really nice who likes me and want's to fuck me.