#11 Crush

Hello.

Can you believe how hard is it to be a boy who likes boys out there? So damn hard that I can't even. Only old men are interested in you because you're young or they want to fuck your ass. Of course there is men who appreciate me but they are usually old and I want someone from my age but the problem is that in internet - there is no boys from my age or I have no interest in them.

I even can't go to someone and just say "I like you" if I don't know are they gay or not because it would be really embarrassing and stuff like that, its a freaking taboo!

And then some other subjects. I don't know why but these past few days I have felt like I have to go to toilet to take the two but then when I finally go there I don't need to, its really annoying. Also I couldn't wash my ass because I believe that there is a wound or something because I get blood in my toilet paper. Because of the wound - it hurts when I put it close to my a-hole.

Have you by the way noticed how amazingly exciting it is when you spray shower water to your balls? It was such an turn on for me, each time I sprayed it it gave me shock through my cock and it seemed like it grew to its full length. Also massaging your cock whit the shower felt really nice.

Now my gay porn business ended. Instagram shut down my gay porn profile and there is no point of doing another one. I had almost 400 posts and almost 600 followers, it felt really good to be famous even thought my pictures got only 20 likes. Seriously followers what he fuck is your problem? Would you mind liking the pics when you have followed? I get the same result with my personal account and it only has almost 100 followers, I don't these followers at all.

And for the end: 2NE1 is my all time favourite band and they made a comeback with a brand new album. I don't get it why there is no their singles but at least we got 10 new songs! My favourites are Crush, MTBD and Scream but all of them are great songs. Can't wait for the music videos.