#44 Old Times

Hello.

Henna shared a picture on ask where there was many of our friends since someone asked who she misses. There were few not as close friends which I don't care about, then she put up picture of Paula and was like "you! <3" then me: "this ihq"

Miia: "and her :3 <3"

Petra: "this person ;_; <3"

Vili: "him too ;_; <3 <3"

Like I was the only one who was left without a heart, she showed more love to them. She and Vili haven't even been so close these past times except now when they constantly talk in private chat. I don't like it at all when people, especially Vili, say that I wanna tell you something or private --->. Like why cant you speak in the public? I understand if its something related to that fic and they don't want to reveal anything but if its something else then why not talk to me? Vili haven't talked to me in a long time.

Now I finally fixed my phones thing, my GPS wasn't on so that why Grindr and Tinder didn't work. So far only old and fat people have contacted me (2) so no difference there. I went again to Planet Romeo and Qruiser so maybe I could finally find someone, maybe just someone nice who can just fuck me or something but I only attract old and fat people and I'm also scared of STD's and I want to get to know that person so that I can be relaxed with him. Well see how things turn out.

Someone in Twitter wants me to come with him to Skype so we can jerk off together. I said yes without any hesitation even tho I have never liked it because its so unpleasant and I don't jerk off that way. I told him I would make an new account and let him know then but I guess I will just say no. This reminded me of Lauri, a guy who I met in Qruiser long time ago when I was younger and hornier, he was supposed to take my virginity. We spoke many times in Messenger when it was still working. We even used cam, I remember how he was at work and raised his shirt up for me. Maybe I should contact him again...