#41 To Sweden Ey?

Hello.

Nea was saying in WhatsApp that se is tired of this roller coaster relationship with Tommi so why she just wont say goodbye? They are dating but at the same time they aren't. May I just ask what the fuck is that kind of relationship? YOU ARE NOT EVEN DATING SO DON'T SAY THAT YOU KINDA ARE BUT KINDA AREN'T. If you would be dating you would have feelings for each other and if someone asks are you dating you say yes. And I'm pretty sure that Nea wants to "break up" when its time for sex since Tommi is pretty large person. People why in the fucking hell are you so complicated? Then Julia decided to take that conversation into private chat, so once again I got sweeped away - thanks a lot. I haven't answered to any messages since.

Henna and Vili asked me last night if I would like to join them and go to Sweden. Henna's family is going to Sweden to work I guess and they have two more beds in their camper so Henna decided to ask Vili I guess and they asked me, which was kinda surprising since they could have asked Miia or Jere, I think that others wouldn't have got to go and since Vili was going, me, his seoulmate, was the only option. :) I guess it will be cool but since there is six people, I don't know how we are going to shower and how about internet. But we'll see if they even go.

This weekend was nice, I learned to dance Rocking till the end and now I know how to dance slowly so I have to learn to dance it fast. I also played Final Fantasy and its getting annoying since I cant beat those monsters and i have to buy tons of potions and stuff. And my brother is an asshole, he keeps hitting me all the time with no reason and even if say stop he continues like oh my fucking god I will lose my mind because of that like is he sick or what?!

#40 Don't Want The Shoulder Now Wont Get It Later

Hello.

Easter vacation was and went. I didn't really do much, mainly played Final Fantasy and was swinging. I have to say what the fuck, when I was swinging on Easter some kids just came and left like all the time. First one of them was shouting this song "Tuomas Kauhanen - Pummilla Tallinnaan" and oh my gosh it sounded horrible. Then he came to next to me to swing and started doing it there like are you trying to impress me? Well you totally failed, I was like go to hell you put shame on us both. Then they left and I was like hallelujah but then they came back, then they left and came back again etc. and every time they brought a new toy or something like that, Jesus Christ.

I deleted Tinder only because it wasn't working. I downloaded it again but it just kept searching for people and I even couldn't look my contacts I already had made. Not that I had anyone to keep there but I ran into this hot Estonian basketball player and I wished to see if we had a match but I cant do that anymore. Instead of that I downloaded this app called Hot or Not. I thought that I wouldn't do anything with it so I deleted it. But when I looked at my email I saw that people had liked my pics there and I could use it on computer, but its irritating that I cant see them unless I like their photos.

Miia said in the chat that if you cant speak Swedish, you cant get a job in Finland. Well I immediately exploded and wanted to say back to her so much and my blood was boiling but I hold it back and only said that yes you can. Then I said that my relatives don't speak it and they have jobs. She said that she knows where my parents work and she doesn't give a compliment about that (enkä kauheesti kehu). Like what the fuck are you trying to say? She didn't even answer when I asked, bitch. A fucking job does not depend on knowing Swedish stupid bitch, it just isn't reasonable and it would be very stupid and just for fucks sakes. That is the most stupid thing I have ever heard. Why is she such an idiot :')

 Then for the last thing which I believe I have wrote about it earlier. We were just sitting outside and talking that Julia should stop cutting. Then Nea was like "I don't know should I tell this" and Julia was like "Get in(side the school)" and I was like no and Nea kinda yelled that could you just go. Well I went and I even filled that bitches Julia's water bottle. Like you cant tell that to me? I'm just here and when I'm not needed I can just be swept away? I wont take that, I will totally ignore your fucking complains from now on, if you cant say something to me but you can to Julia then don't say nothing at all. Then they came back to the class and Nea said that Julia cant tell this to anyone like shut the fuck up, don't talk about it infront of me if you didn't wanna do so. Why my "friends" are such bitches..?

Now Julia asked for money, yeah I'm needed in this situation pfft yeah right.

#39 Naughty Disney Prince's

Hello.

You may have seen these pics of Disney prince's in a more porn view and I ran into them again today and I decided to throw them here since I liked them a lot. I made as an top twelve list, enjoy. I left some out cause I didn't like them.

#38 Languages

Just For Fun Cause I Can

1:Your native language.
In papers it is Russian but I cant even speak it so its Finnish.

2:Which languages you know.
Finnish and English and also little bit of Russian.

3:Which languages you are learning, or want to learn.
I’m learning English and Swedish (because Finns have to and I hate the language). I would like to learn Russian since half of my cousins are Russian and also French would be nice, I actually learned it 2 years but I can hardly remember anything. Japanese, Korean and Mandarin would also be cool to learn.

4:Does anyone in your family speak a language that you don’t?
Yes, my mom speaks Russian and dad Romanian.

5:Your favourite language to listen to.
Japanese!

6:Your least favourite language to listen to.
Swedish.

7:Your favourite word in your native language.
I have no idea honestly.

8:Your favourite word in your second language(if you know one).
Well I would count this as Russian and it would be морковка (morkovka) and it means carrot, only because it sounds so cute and funny and its a carrot duh.

9:Your favourite word in a language you don’t really speak.
Well maybe 멘탈은 붕괴 (mental-eun bung-goe) is Korean and means mental breakdown or/then menbung but I don’t know what it actually means but maybe something related to mental breakdown.

10:A list of your favourite words in any language.
Pass.

11:A song you like in a language other than English.
2NE1 - I Am The Best.

12:If you could pick one language to learn automatically without having to work for it, which language would you choose?
Oh my god, this one is really hard because I have to choose from Russian, French, Mandarin, Japanese and Korean… I really don’t know which one I would choose but it would probably be one of the Asian languages.

13:Have you ever seen a whole movie in a language you don’t understand?
Yes, in Russian.

14:A language you like, but wouldn’t put the effort into learning.
Any of the languages I already mentioned.

15:Write a short introduction of yourself in a language other than English.
Finnish: Hei, olen Andrei, 16 vuotias. Asun Suomessa ja opiskelen merkonomiksi. Tykkään peleistä, animesta ja mangasta, musiikista, tanssimisesta ja valokuvaamisesta.
English: Hi, I’m Andrei, 16 years old. I live in Finland and I study at the business college. I like games, anime and manga, music, dancing and photographing.

#37 Google Kill Yourself

Hello.

I was running out of space on my phone so I decided to delete some shit and I deleted stuff that I shouldn't have. All my pictures disappeared but I got some new pics on my phone... Pictures from Picasa and from this blog so it gave out that I have an album there which is named "Bad Boy Diaries" like if someone would see that what they would think and ask. Even more horrible is that there were some gay pictures and I certainly don't want anyone to see them. Well I tried but I couldn't delete those pictures so I got really mad and frustrated and tried to separate my blog and my phone - couldn't do that. Then I removed the pictures from Google+ but then my pictures from these text disappeared... How mad was I. Well then my last option was to make a new Google account and I kicked my last account out from this blog but the album still stayed in my phone with one not picture - nothing bad but I cant just leave the album there. I put my phone back to the factory default settings: I lost every app, some songs and numbers but I took everything up so I didn't forget anything. But now I have new versions of Twitter and Instagram and for gods sakes they are ugly, why cant you keep the old ones or even make a good layout? Mental breakdown is coming gurl.

Then today we got some Estonian visitors who I guess live in Finland. We had to look out for the little boys for a while and for gods sakes that was awkward, the two year old couldn't speak so I didn't know what he wanted. I even had to help him down the stairs. Then dad said that I have to give the little one some plushes and I did gave him two: my cat plush which I had when I was very little and a little husky. Well those freaking kids stole them, I DID NOT gave them permission to take them... They even left their panda plush to us, a hostage I say. It smells weird. I will have them back or I wont give back the panda even tho I don't want it. Luckily we didn't have to look up for them long so I could play Final Fantasy X-2.

Then few random things I have to write. Bogi talked about army and I said that I don't want my hair to be cutted and then he said that I could take care of my hair problems there. What the fuck idiot. Its two years for army and I think I can take care of my hair in that time and I don't need a fucking haircut all the way from army shut the fuck up.

Then about Miia. She said that she would start vlogging long time ago but nope she haven't even started. She said that it has been busy and that she wasn't feeling like filming, especially when I ask about it and give pressure on her. First of all I am the only one who asked about it and only two times in a long time of period and thats how its going to be, people ask you to do those videos and since you had a schedule you have to stick in it - which you haven't done. In my opinion don't even start doing those videos because you cant even start when you decide so and I think that at your house you don't even have proper times to film so your career is doomed before you even started.

And Vili, if you have problems you cant always expect me to ask is everything alright and beg the answer from you. I'm getting tired of that so please, share, if you have something to stay. Otherwise I don't care anymore. And Miia said that I have gone into a worse direction like bitch I have only gone into a better one, you have changed and not very well. Cant even take a word "whore" as a joke like where is your sense of humor? When I get a chance I have to read from Vili's or Miia's phone what they have talked about me. Miia said that she talked about this with someone but she didn't say with who but I'm not stupid - I know that she talked with Vili.

And now apparently why trust place where I removed background costs now... Bitches.

#36 Questions With Colin Farrel

I decided to do this question thing just for fun because I often find myself doing these in my mind when I find them on my Tumblr dashboard.

A - Available?
Sexy, Free & Single I'm ready to bingo, aka yes.

B - Birthday?
Its 9.9.1997

C - Crushing on?
No I don't really have a crush at the moment since very crush has been a fail so I haven't found anyone else to have a crush on.

D - Drink you last had?
Tea with milk.

E - Easiest person to talk to?
I don't speak about personal things to anyone because I feel like they are not worth it so... For easy things maybe my brother.

F - Favourite song?
All time favourite song is 2NE1 - I Am The Best.

G - Grade i hated?
Whole grade school and half of the 7th grade.

H - Hometown?
I was born in Vuosaari, Helsinki and I lived there for 13 years but now I live in Mäntsälä and I prefer this place more.

I - Icecream flavour?
Licorice and pear are my favourites I think.

J - Jellybean flavour?
I have no answer for this.

K - Killed someone?
Nope.

L- Longest friendship?
Of course my brother but maybe with Elias or Susanna tho we don't speak much these days.

M - Milkshake flavour?
My mom always makes banana flavoured milkshake so banana.

N - Number of siblings?
Two, twin brother and step big brother.

O - One wish?
That I could get rid of all my body hair and from places I want.

P - Person who called me last?
Blocked number hah nice try.

Q - Question your always asked?
How is my last name spelled.

R - Reason to smile?
School is soon over.

S - Song i last sung?
Let It Go! :)

T - Time you woke up?
Woke up 8:10 am but I rose from bed 20 minutes after.

U - Umbrella colour?
I don't own one.

V - Very best friend?
My brother, it used to be Vili but he kinda betrayed me so I don't consider him as an good friend as my brother but of course I wont tell this to him so that he wont get mad and so that I don't have to explain myself.

W - Which celebrity i’d marry?
Taeyang, Minsoo, Jay Park, Colin Farrel and so many more hot guys which I cant remember at the moment.

X - X rays i had?
At least my teeth, at least I cant remember anything else.

Y - Your last time you cried?
Maybe today but because of happiness, I don't remember when was the last time I cried because I was sad.

Z - Zodiac sign?
Virgo and I like it! (:

#35 No No No

Hello.

First of all, I'm sick and tired of all the fucking "dating sites" that I have registered on. Tinder first of all, I only get few matches there, one didn't reply, one I didn't even message because I changed my mind about him based on his only picture and same friend. One is apparently straight and the last one hasn't messaged me in a while so fuck me. Then are these awesome sites like Qruiser and Planet Romeo where only old men who haven't found anyone and now they are desperately hunting for younger meat who are not fucking interested in old ugly fat hags. And when you finally find someone at your age from people who are too ugly, too far away or are not interested in you they don't have a picture and when you finally see their face you just wanna start to cry because you have been betrayed again. I found this one 17 years old guy who seemed like an OK guy but he didn't have a picture of himself, and when I finally got to see it in his Kik Messenger I just immediately wanted to turn it off and bury myself in my bed. Seriously I'm gonna delete those fucking accounts soon if this wont get any better, and just wait for some in real life.

Then for a happier but also sad stuff, well I don't see it very sad because I didn't create any big emotions towards him. One of my new classmates is a really good looking guy called Jerry. He is just the perfect boy with his blonde nice hair, cap, long sleeved shirt and jeans. He looks badass enough but not in stupid way, he also seems very sweet guy, in his cap there is written "one love" and wow I just loved that, scenarios just popped up my mind immediately. I could have one those caps. But I guess he has a girlfriend based on the comments in his Facebook profile pictures.

Lets talk about Finns then, well more specifically about my 1BKF friends. They are doing it again, they only speak about their own problems and do not notice anyone else. First someone is like "I'm worried about this test" and then someone "answers" to this by saying "oh our gym class was so much fun" or "I'm hungry" and stuff like that. Then there's these situations where someone says something and people see it but they don't reply. As an example I messaged something and few people saw it but they didn't say anything until someone else came and said something else like thanks a lot bitches. It makes me kinda mad when Sara asked in the chat "what is your problem" and put a sad face but no one didn't notice her or asked what do you mean, I would have wanted to know but I didn't want to bring it up later on. Now everyone are angsting there and I just decided to not to notice them so ta ta ~.

I got new grades yesterday: from physics and chemistry I got T1. I thought that the test went better than that but I guess that they didn't after all. From Finnish I got K3 and English course called foreign cultures I got H2. Good side: I only have about 30 days of school left without counting in weekends and holidays, I can do it even if it includes the bitch Swedish teacher! 

Also a very nice thing that my mom decided to remember us with chocolate Easter eggs, as an Orthodox I think that Easter should be celebrated somehow since its very important holiday to us and chocolate Easter eggs is the best way to do so. Ruohomunia... ㅋㅋㅋ