#64 bold what you prefer.

^{coffee or tea}

^{books or movies}

^{fruits or vegetables}

^{headphones or earbuds}

^{laptops or pc}

^{facebook or tumblr (you cant compare those)}

^{netflix or tv}

^{hardcover or paperback}

^{tv or movies}

^{hp or thg}

^{light or dark}

^{salt or pepper}

^{starbucks or dunkin donuts (I haven't been in any of them)}

^{reading or writing}

^{writing or drawing}

^{hot or cold}

^{talking or listening}

^{instruments or voice}

^{cake or cupcakes}

^{black or white}

^{sunset or sunrise}

#63 Sayonara

Hi.

Jotenka, eilen tapahtui mahtavia asioita, Jere potkittiin helvettiin ryhmächatistä, JES! Hän oli mennyt vittuilemaan Saralle ja perusteli vittumaistaan käytöstään "I'm just a guy." Like anteeks vaan mulkku mut toi ei oo käypä selitys. Ne oli puhunut Miialla siitä ja Petra oli käyny sitten potkimassa sen pihalle. Aluks olin että what voiks noin tehdä koska mulle ois käynyt samoin jokunen aika sitten, sitten taas toisaalta olin erittäin iloinen että se häädettiin, vieläpä jonkun muun toimesta.

Kävi sitten lopulta ilmi että kaikilla (paitsi yhellä) oli jotain sitä vastaan. Se ei monesti vastannu viesteihin ja kun se vastas, se oli erittäin ylimielistä, tyyliin "good for you." ja se saatanan piste siellä lopussa, yritäksä olla jotenkin muita parempi? Well jäbä epäonnistui siinä ku lens yli laidan pois meidän joukosta, perheestä. Hän ei sinne koskaan kuulunut ja mulla oli erittäin pitkään halu saada hänet pois sieltä, koska hän oli vain lisäys, ei osana perhettä, vain lisäys. Petralla on vahva mielipide siitä että sitä ei päästetä takasin ja olen samaa mieltä.

♫ ~ Hän huutakoon vain muttei anteeksi saa ~ ♫

#62 Sitruunapillu

Hello.

I decided to write this one in Finnish cause I want it to be quick and I didn't want to think how to translate this and that, sorry.

LEDApple on tulossa Suomeen keikalle ja niin oli kai tarkoitus tulla A-Princenkin mutta se on näköjään peruttu. Ilmaisin vitsillä että miksi kaikki nevahöödit on tulossa Suomeen, tarkoitin sillä että ei niin tunnetut, en myöskään heitä ollenkaan kuuntele. Miia, joka ragee nyt mistä vaan päätti tietenkin sanoa vastaan ja tässä on pieni copy+paste kirjoitus siitä, minä olen tummennettu osio.

Miks kaikki nevahöödit vaa tulee yh xD

Mitkä nevahöödit? Lool

Kuka o nevahööd? :D

No noi mut se oli läppä tarkottaen sillä pientä ja nyt shyyys älä ota tosissas

Mitä pientä?? XD

Oooookooooo

Ledapple on kuuluisin bändibändi xD

Tai niinku "isoin"

Nii ne on bändi :DD

Niii?

Mitä sä sepaat?

Minä mitään sepaa

Noku sanoin et on bändibändi nii miks totesit sen uudellee?

Sitä vaan että Ledapple ei ole kovin suosittu verrattaen grouppeihin

No jaa en ny tiiä

Niitä ees ei voi verrata

Ainakaa mihinkää tyylii sujuun

Ne on silti osa kpoppia vaikka onkin kuulusin bändi nii ei ne silti oo suosittuja

Onha ne :D

Tilastot sanoo sua vastaan :D

No ei niitä koskaan nää missään uutisissa ja palkintogaaloissa ja muissa shiteissä:D

No en ala tappeleen sua vastaan.. Ei ihan oo aikaa tällaseen paskaan. +palkinnot ei mee aina suosion mukaan

Ja ehket vaa lue niide uutisia

Joka viikko vähintää jtn

+niil o kaikkee tekemistä. Mm. juontohommia ja muita paljo

Kauheesti mtn uutisia saa jostai esim. hanbyulin juonnoista :'D

Ei ne silti ole miun mielestä niin suosittuja kpop piireissä :3

No jos ne ei oo sun mielestä nii ei se tarkota et kukaan mukaan ei tykkää nii paljo :'D

Kai ny niistä joku tykkää, mut niistä ei tyyliin puhuta, eikä soiteta niiden biisejä annyil/miiteis enkä mä sanonu et ne on epäsuosittuja koska mä en tykkää niistä vaan oon saanu sellasen kuvan, ei munkaan mielestä Wassup tai Lipservice oo suosittuja mut tykkään niistä

No lol ei niiden monetkaa biisit oo annykamaa ja on niitä soitettu :D eikä ne suomes ookaan niin suosittuja ku muualla (suomalaiset on paskoi perkele xD eiku. Kaikki vaa tykkää hanbyulist tääl. Ei koko bändist... Menkää pois xD oon ernu ja kyumiiiin <3)

Nii nii älä muo sitä suomalaisten paskuudest xD en minä voi sille mitää xDDDD

Huoh miten mä muka sua syytin -.- mut iha sama. En jaksa tollasta blondiutta ku aiheesta poiketaa..

Jaksa ny mtn..

Masentaa ja vituttaa ja menee hermot anniin ja arghhh

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Mikä siinä on niin vaikea ymmärtää että mun käsityksen mukaan ne ei ole suosittuja? Mikään Allkpop ei jaa niistä uutisia, kukaan ei jaa niistä juttu Twitterissä ja Facessa, niitä ei näy palkintogaaloissa esiintymässä tai edes ehdolla eikä varsinkaan vastaanottamassa palkintoa. Kukaan ei puhu niistä tai soitata niiden biisejä eikä niitä näy Arirangin variety show'ssa yms. Kävin kattomassa niiden musavideot läpi ja suurin määrä katselukertoja oli about 500 000, loput oli alle 100 000 näyttökerran alla, mitä nyt muutama jossa oli enemmän. Joten onko niin vitun vaikeaa ymmärtää mun kanta tässä asiassa? 500 000 on aika heikosti verrattuna esim. samantyyppisiin bändeihin kuten CNBlue ja FTIsland joiden näyttökerrat pyörii miljoonissa, eikä olla vertaamassa mihinkään suosiosyöppöihin kuten EXO, SuJu, SNSD etc.

Ja kun mä koitan keventää tunnelmaa vitsillä niin sä otat sen ittees tietenkin etkä ymmärrä sen olevan vitsi. Ja tavallaan syytit koska sä myönsit että ne ei ole Suomessa niin suosittuja niin tottakai mulle tulee sellanen kuva että ne on epäsuosittuja (koska ne on). Ja missä vaiheessa mä muka poikkesin aiheesta? Ihan kaikki liittyi siihen asiaan, selitin miks ne on epäsuosittuja. Tietenkin kun sinä et jaksa ja sinua masentaa ja vituttaa niin et voi ymmärtää toisen kantaa, pakko on aina olla oikeassa, well so do I. Voisit edes hyväksyä mun näkökannan.

#61 Fxxk You Brother

Hello.

I haven't wrote in a week but thats because I didn't have anything to write about but now I could.

So I heard that Coco and Bob are coming here so I can babysit them since big brother is going abroad. It happens to be on same time when I was supposed to go Tampere to Miia but apparently I have to cancel that. Miia raged something about how this was planned a long time ago and that its not nice to that one week before the trip. Cant you understand that things like this can happen, and we already met not a long time ago. And how much time do you need to "prepare" that one guy isn't coming? Did you buy us food exactly for 4 persons or what, like you have a fucking week, that more than enough. :'D

I would really like to go there but also this may be the last chance to see Coco and Bob since they are planning on moving abroad in which case I wont see them again, probably never. Unless if we take a trip there but that is really unlike option. I don't even know could I get money for the trip to Tampere.

#60 When Will I Learn + Mikko Leppilampi

Hello.

On Saturday I went to Helsinki to watch Kpop World Festival. I had really fun time with Binga, she is nowadays my hang out friend cause either there is no one else and Miia hangs out with her friends. The show started out awesome with two 2NE1 songs and there performed many good songs.  

Today Julia told in WhatsApp about her problems cause that's only what she has and I tried to cheer her up as usually. Nea then said that Julia should get some help and raged something to her. Julia has apparently told something about Nea to Atte so they had a little fight between them, I enjoyed it. Then Julia came to private chat and asked "can I even talk to you" and I told her that I don't tell about her shit to anyone and I got her back. Then I said in the group chat that Nea shouldn't believe everything Atte says cause he has lied before. Nea answered to that by saying "don't come here and apply when you don't know (him)" and "or don't know anything about anything".

Well you have also talked shit about him and I know that he cant be totally trusted and that hes an stupid person often. Of course I don't know because you whores wont never tell me anything, you always wipe me off when you want but any other time I'm ofc needed. Fine then stupid whores, I wont say a word this summer, I'M NOT GOING TO LISTEN YOUR FUCKED UP DRAMA AND I WONT HELP YOU, you can fuck off. And that's not all, Julia replied to that "OUUUU XD" like WHAT THE FUCK BITCH?!?! Thank you for showing your support once again, I tried to help you but you only pissed in my cereals, bitch. Die in your drama.

Few pictures of my favourite scene from a movie I saw in primary school and now again in TV, hot actor Mikko Leppilampi.

#59 Classy In Calvin Klein

Hello.

I have this bad habit that I sometimes do. Its cumming in the middle of the day. I wanted to scroll my Twitter and ofc it made me horny and I was laying in bed so I couldn't resist the good feeling that cumming gives you. But the bad side is that I cum in my boxers so it will stink and feel annoying. I gotta get rid of that. I also discovered some kind of lump on my penis and it hurt, I couldn't cum because of it and touching wasn't easy. Its now gone better tho and that made me cum in the day which is bad. I had to wash the cum area and change my boxers into my white Calvin Klein boxers, I cant remember when was the last time I used them.

I asked money from my mom to get to capital and she said that I have to use my own money cause that why I have it. Well I don't fucking have it, I used all of it to my new phone and the rest are given as a loan to people. Then she said that I have to come home for night or my trips will end here. For fucks sakes I'm going to Helsinki, been there million times, lived there 13 years. I could easily sleep at granma's but no.

Then there is this guy Anton,so we are done. He hasn't replied to my messages so fuck that asshole, I just would like to know why, why he was a pussy.

#58 Telephone

Hello.

I went to the store to ask how much it would cost to repair my screen and they said that it would cost over 100 euros and I was like fuck yeah. So I decided to take a look of what they had in their store at the moment, good thing I took all my money with me. I looked at all the phones but everything cost over 100 euros and I was getting desperate, until I sad it. Samsung Galaxy Trend Plus was just 100 euros, so I decided to take it. I also bought new cover case for it since my old was breaking apart and ugly.

It has new operating system which I really don't like, I liked the older one a lot more but at least its a lot faster now, I guess. Also the new blue cover looks amazing and cool, makes me feel so swag in a way, I don't know how to describe it. I had to download all the apps back and over 100 songs but its okey. I posted about my phone on Instagram when I got it to work and Julia came and laughed at that picture and asked me on whatsapp am I pissed off. I wasn't really but her bitchy attitude was really childish, I removed the comment and didn't answer her.

Most embarrassing thing happened on a way home that day. I was just walking and listening to music when these two boys came across and yelled "retarded" at me and then to car driver. I looked at them like what the fuck little hoes. Who's the retarded here? I'm not the one yelling at people with retarded tone voice, fucking little piece of shits. If they tried to make feel bad then nope, only a huge amount of shame on them.

One last thing, I was taking a morning shower and at the end of that as always I filled my ass up with water. I thought that it all just came out and that's it, tho I felt little pressure that I had to take two immediately. I first dried myself up and put on boxers and then went to the toilet, when I took them off, almost before I even sat on the toilet, everything came out. Like gurl, there was water coming out with shit. I didn't even notice that there was water inside, pretty a lot, maybe my ass was keeping it in so well. Well at least it cleaned up totally, I have never experienced something like that but now I should experience it every time to make sure that everything comes out.

#57 Baby I Miss You

Hello.

So this day was all ok, if we don't count my brother being an asshole again, until I decided to go out to swing. Since I had downloaded many new songs to my phone I wanted to go and listen to them. I only listened to few of them when my phone fell down on the ground, on sand and the screen broke down. It has crushed on much harder surfaces and nothing happened, but on sand? Ofc it had to brake down.

First it was pretty ok but when I closed it and opened it again I couldn't even open it and it just went wild. I still listened to all of the songs and then I went home. I told mom that we have to take it to get fixed and she was like "take it, you have money". Like for gods sakes, do you know how much its going to cost? I'm gonna lose all my money. I'm gonna ask in the store how much its going to cost, if its too much I will buy new one. I still will lose every single penny, thanks mom... Well she will then pay my trip to Helsinki.

Luckily its summer because I would have gone mad in school. Still if it takes time, I'm going to have tons of pictures in Twitter and I will totally neglect my brand new Instagram account. Fucking "modern" technology. Gotta get through this with Jamie Lynn Spears' all new and good music and Taeyang's soon to be released new album.